Month 3- Step 1
Week 1
"We admitted we were powerless over our addiction—that our lives had become unmanageable."
Day 1 - My Story of Powerlessness
DAY ONE
My Story of Powerlessness
Theme
When did I first realize I was losing control?
Journal Questions
Write your addiction story.
- When did it begin?
- What was happening in your life?
- What did it give you that you thought you needed?
- When did you first realize it was controlling you?
- What was your first attempt to quit?
- What happened?
Writing Assignment
Write your life story as honestly as possible.
No pretending.
No blaming.
Simply tell your story.
Day 2 - The Lies I Believed
DAY TWO
The Lies I Believed
Theme
What did addiction convince me was true?
Journal Questions
Complete these sentences.
I believed...
Because I believed that...
I...
The biggest lie addiction told me was...
What truth am I beginning to believe now?
Writing Assignment
Write two pages titled:
"The Lies That Kept Me Sick."
Day 3 - The Cost of My Addiction
DAY THREE
The Cost of My Addiction
Theme
What has addiction cost me?
Journal Questions
How has addiction affected:
- My relationship with God?
- My family?
- My marriage?
- My children?
- My health?
- My finances?
- My friendships?
- My peace?
- My dreams?
Writing Assignment
Make two lists.
What addiction gave me.
What addiction took from me.
Which list is longer?
Why?
Day 4 - Who Have I Become?
DAY FOUR
Who Have I Become?
Theme
Looking honestly at myself.
Journal Questions
Am I the person I wanted to become?
How has addiction changed me?
What parts of myself do I miss?
What qualities has God preserved in me?
What qualities need healing?
Writing Assignment
Write a letter to yourself.
Title it:
"This Is Who I Am Today."
Day 5 - What Am I Afraid Of?
DAY FIVE
What Am I Afraid Of?
Theme
Facing the fears underneath addiction.
Journal Questions
What scares me most about recovery?
Failure?
Success?
Being alone?
Trusting people?
Trusting God?
Losing friends?
Who am I without my addiction?
Writing Assignment
Finish this sentence twenty times.
"I am afraid..."
Day 6 - My Honest Prayer
DAY SIX
My Honest Prayer
Theme
Talking honestly with God.
Journal Questions
What have I never told God?
What have I been hiding?
What do I wish He knew?
What am I ashamed of?
What do I need Him to do?
Writing Assignment
Write God a three-page letter.
Don't quote Scripture.
Don't sound religious.
Simply talk.
Cry.
Ask.
Confess.
Listen.
Day 7 - Weekly Review
DAY SEVEN
WEEKLY REVIEW
Theme
The First Honest Inventory
Journal Review
Read everything you wrote this week.
Then answer these questions.
What surprised me the most?
What lie did I discover?
What truth did I discover?
What area needs healing?
What am I still afraid to admit?
How has God begun changing my thinking?
What one sentence describes this week?
Personal Declaration
Finish this sentence.
Today I admit...
Today I believe...
Today I hope...
Closing Prayer
Write your own prayer.
Not someone else's.
Your own.
No rules.
Just honesty.
Weekly Project
Using everything you've written this week...
Write your testimony.
Not your entire life story.
Just answer one question.
"How did I finally realize I needed God?"
One page.
One story.
One beginning.